Years can pass by and I’ll still miss you.
I will randomly think about you, wonder how you are and if you ever think about me.
You were the most comforting yet nerve wrecking person in my life.
I trusted you with my life, yet you only gave me a sneak preview of yours.
Your body was the most perfect place I ever laid in.
Your touch, smell, and voice was like a dream.
Why did it go wrong?
I learned so much about myself since you left,
but at the same time I lost the belief of true love.
You were the one I always tried to make happy.
It was so hard, but I was determined to give my all.
You motivated me to try and be the best me possible.
Maybe it was bad because you made me feel not good enough at times and that’s why I
kept trying to keep pushing harder.
I just wish you were here and could tell me it’s going to be alright.
I’ll be happy with someone new and you are doing good.
I wish you would tell me that you are grateful I was in your life once.
Dating does not feel right for me right now, it is too hard to try to be happy with someone. I am always thinking that the guy will lie to me to get what he wants or he will care about me and I will have no emotions because he’s no you. You emotions were so real, so raw at times. You did not try too hard, which was something I liked.
xo Tina
Weekly Tina. 